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Smoked that weed that makes you pathetically desperate for gay t4t sex
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... Yeah, that brain train is chugging along. But Enemies to Lovers! I'm a sucker for that trope!
Anyhoo, what might your headcanons be for Enemies to Lovers, regarding - of course - the Omen Twins? 😅
My loyal omen obsessed pookie <3 I too am obsessed with enemies to lovers. Honestly, I think it's hard to imagine Mohg as an enemy (my cutie patootie <3) so I shall do my best. You know damn well I be eating up the Morgott/Tarnished enemies to lovers shit.
Anyways, I'm writing this is class so BEAR WITH ME <333 (I lowkey shifted into story mode again so eat it up loveys <3) SORRY NOT SORRY
wc: 808 tw: Mohg being obsessed with blood, violence, gore, Morgott being a pervert, is it 18+ if it's implied? idk
Sour Yet o, so Sweet
Mohg
Mohg had fought you tooth and nail, cutting you down each and every time you persistently rose from that ridiculous site of grace outside his mausoleum. Every time he caught the scent of your blood it drove him mad, his blood boiled. You had rambled about his dynasty being a sham, questioning his motives. He hated it. He hated you.
After a fight that had resulted in you above him, blade to his neck, his heart thumped rapidly in his chest as he gazed up at you. For a moment, he had forgotten that you were about to kill him. Mohg had to steel his wits before he just barely scraped by, knocking you down once more. Oh, he hated that feeling. He loathed how it felt to just look at you. putrid little dove...
Mohg found himself shocked when his chest began to ache in your absence. It had been months since you had attempted to fight him and knock him down. You had come so close. Mohg paced around, distraught over the feeling that was wrecking his psyche. He needed to fight you. Needed to see you. He needed to scent your blood, over and over as he pinned you beneath him... Oh... such a bittersweet feeling...
When Mohg saw you standing in front of him again, ready to fight after months of being apart, he was furious. How could you leave him? His putrid little dove... how dare you abandon him like you had. The fight was heated. Mohg rambled mindlessly over how vile you were, how much he hated you, and how dare you leave him for so long. The last comment caught you off guard and you stumbled back. He pinned your wrists against the floor as he loomed over you and for the first time, no one struck the other. No one tried to kill the other. Mohg watched the confused expression on your face as his face bent closer. "My putrid little dove" He'd snarl "What have you done to me" He would revel in the scream you let out as he sunk his fangs into you, if only to smell that sweet scent of your blood... Oh, how he hated you... but he loved it so much.
Morgott
Morgott could not stand you. How you rambled to him every time you came before him at the base of the erdtree. He loathed those wide doe eyes you gave him every time he sunk his shiny golden blades into your skin. He hated the noise that you let out, a faint whimper, as death took you over and over and over again. He wished you would just give up and quit your fruitless attempts at bringing forth an era of peace. He would be damned if he allowed you to destroy all he had left.
When you stopped coming before him to fight him, at first, Morgott was relieved. No more rambling about how cruel the world was and how you sought to fix it, no more wide doe eyes looking up at him, wet with tears... would you look that way for him? No, absolutely not. He would not dare to venture down such a degenerate spiral of thoughts and yet... he could not help but indulge himself in such thoughts.
As soon as you stood before Morgott again, something in the air between you had changed. Morgott did not lunge at you this time, he did not conjure any incanted weapons, and most curiously; his tail seemed to swish behind him... calmly. You refused to strike him if he did not attack first, he knew this, he was manipulating you accordingly.
You could not gauge how long you stood there until you realized that the look in Morgott's eye was hungry as he studied you from a safe distance. He was not scared of you, rather, he was scared of himself. What had befallen him to bring him to such degeneracy? Such thinking had no place in his mind. Not as a king and certainly not as an omen.
Morgott's hungry eyes wandered over your stomach and he imagined those wide doe eyes, staring up at him in shock as blood soaked his hand and incanted golden blade. The thought sent a prickle through his tail and up his spine, his blood boiling and running cold all at once. "Thou art a vile little seductress" he would claim, to your confusion, as he finally strode toward you, golden blade in hand. Perhaps, one more look at those big, wet eyes would ground him, pull him down from your ridiculous capture around his mind. Oh he hated you, loathed you. He wished you would stay dead and quit haunting his nightmares. Yet... the feeling that bubbled in his chest with the thought of you, despite it's ache, was so addicting... what a cruel fate...
#elden ring morgott#elden ring#morgott#morgott the grace given#morgott the omen king#morgott x tarnished#headcanon#headcanons#mohg the omen#i love mohg#mohg lord of blood#elden ring mohg#mohgwyn dynasty#luminary mohg#angst#tw blood#animalistic#feral#help i'm losing my mind#tw violence#fighting
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That one scene from the very beginning of Kimi no na wa/Your name is so Laia x Ezel (aka modern Lale x Hasan), just listen:
'Once in a while when I wake up, I find myself crying. The dream I must have had I can never recall. But the sensation that I’ve lost something lingers for a long time after I wake up. <...> I am always searching for something... Or someone.'
#HE'S BEEN WAITING FOR HER FOR FIVE HUNDRED YEARS#AND HE DOESN'T EVEN REMEMBER#BUT THEIR LOVE TRANSCENDS EVEN DEATH#help i'm losing my mind#they are so>>>#romance club#bitch speaks#dracula a love story#laia burnell#rc hasan#rc lale#ezel soydan
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Ever get inspiration to draw but then you realize that like... Your so tired that you can't do art, but if you go to sleep, you'll lose your inspiration or idea or whatever, and if you go to sleep, and somehow you're still tired, you'll end up getting an idea again. Infinite loop of pain.
Wtf was I thinking typing all this
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HADES II gifs (6/?)
#hades 2#hades#hades game#melinoe#charmes#supergiant games#hadesedit#gamingedit#indieedit#hades2edit#my gifs#hades 2 spoilers#hermes helps his bf 🥰#ITS NOT CHARON'S NOTE#IT'S FROM HERMES OMG#i'm losing my mind at people's inability to connect dots
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MARY KIRBY TALKING ABOUT LUCANIS ON BLUESKY!!!!!
Ooooh, this character is going to drive me INSANE. He loves paella and coffee and has so much trauma.... I need him biblically.
Also what does redacted stand for Mary???? WHAT IS REDACTED??????!!!
#I'M ABOUT TO LOSE MY MIND#SEND HELP I'M BEING PSYCHICALLY ATTACKED BY AN ITALIAN#I'M IN LOVE WITH DRAGON AGE PUSS N BOOTS#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#veilguard spoilers#i love mary kirby so much
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"Hm, I've already established that this nation in my story has a lot of sunflowers as a background detail, I should take five minutes real quick to see what those can be used for."
🎶You can eat the stalks! You can eat the leaves! You can eat the petals! You can eat the seeds! You can eat the tubers! Turn 'em into booze! Go and plant some sunflowers! If you don't you lose! 🎶
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pls does anyone speak latin on this website who can so kindly help me with choosing a username 👉👈
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i fucked up y'all, i edited a short fic for again &. again exclusively on tumblr (since i do that most of the time when it comes to drabbles rather than chapters) and when i was supposed to post it, my wifi went haywire which caused 3/4th's of the progress to be gone, so now i have nothing to post since ik y'all want crumbs for it 😭☠️
#🍨... yael's talking#pls help i'm losing my mind#literally about to CRY why did this happen#yandere batfam#yandere dc#yandere bruce wayne#<- it was about him too#yandere dc comics#yandere batfamily#yandere batfamily x reader
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so i'm going to go fucking insane because for a while this aspect of malenia's character design has been bothering me and making me think I'm seeing things and going fucking crazy.
the aspect in question is malenia's left arm:
when i first saw malenia's arm my first thought was oh okay they're probably just bandages or some sort of wraps.
but then you look a bit closer and like
idk about you (because i might be losing it) but it seems like the mesh of whatever the fuck that is very clearly melded with her skin in a way/it looks like it's going into and then emerging out of her skin (which is HORRIFYING to think of I won't lie).
and once again i thought i was going crazy and seeing things because surely these were just meant to be wraps or bandages like the ones we see in the scene of her fighting radahn right?
and then the thought of the needle came to my mind. along with something malenia says in her cutscene before we fight her.
"my flesh was dull gold"
huh. now isn't that interesting.
this would imply that in order to stall the rot from consuming his sister, miquella made a plan to sew unalloyed gold into malenia's skin using his needle in a last-ditch attempt to save her arm.
(granted it's funnier to imagine he just sticks it in her arm and goes okay great all done! and that's probably the canon way it went but)
the thought of the sheer pain malenia must've gone through during this process, to be honest, and the thought of the guilt miquella must've felt at having to force his sister to endure even more agony just to help her is just sad.
and all of it is done just in an attempt to salvage what they can of her and hope that more can't be taken.
edit: btw when looking at malenia pre-bloom and pre-losing her needle it looks like there's a proper layer/cover/whatever it is around her arm up till her knuckles making it seem like an actual covering or layer on top of her skin and what not, but when we fight her post-bloom and post-losing needle it appears like some of the layers have either flaked or fallen away and that reveals that it's actually meshed with/into her skin.
#elden ring#im going to sleep now#i think i will be losing it#if i stay awake any longer#because what the fuck is this#what am i supposed to do with this#it's not even canon and im losing my mind over possible implications#because can you imagine#miquella having to literally stitch his sister's rotting skin back together using unalloyed gold#he is scared and desperate and he doesn't know what else to do or how else to possibly help#and malenia is in so much PAIN#but she loves her brother and trusts in what he's doing and so she endures#god i love all their character designs but hers is just INSANE#malenia blade of miquella#miquella the unalloyed#miquella#malenia#okay BUT#the comedy of miquella being like “hey malenia look over there!”#and just sticking the needle into her arm when she's not looking is great#also miquella using his sister as his home ec project#like wow he's practicing sewing using his sister good for him#i'm sorry don't take this seriously i'm losing my mind
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if it’s not too personal, why would you prefer staying with at your mother’s? Is it cause you get along well with your sisters?
#messyr#fams never get along and im in between / one of the cause of their shitty relationships#I grew up at my father side even if he's mostly absent but hoo boy- if soldiers can stay resilient in mind and body during war-#then it's like that. Staying resilient but i'm slowly losing my mind and when you get help- only to know it's hopeless! WOW YEY! OK!#IM FILLED WITH SO MUCH HATE AHAHA#vent post#vent art#doodle
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Compilation of the refs for my silly au 🫶🫶🫶
The Afton family making me scream and cry and throw up for real.
#fnaf au#william afton#michael afton#elizabeth afton#evan afton#henry emily#charlie emily#fnaf oc#beauart#who framed william afton#low key want to info dump my lore i have a whole fucking timeline#like if even one person asks about it i'll do it i'll pull the trigger i swear to god#i'm losing my mind girl help
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(i n / s p)
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#something something mobius helping loki take some time only for the two of them to lose it even faster 🙃🙃#new year new techniques to properly convey the most tragically beautiful ship in existence my roman empire my everything#this has been ringing in my mind for them so loudly it's almost driven me insane lmao and yes expect equally angsty mobius sets to follow#requests first though which i'm starting now!#shoutout to getting the don funko today which tbh gave a serotonin boost to finish this in between my hellish work schedule 😅#he inexplicably got shipped in a package marked 'high priority' FOUR times doubled boxed and wrapped in three different paddings#aka what he deserves <33#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs#flashing cw
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Wait is the middle picture from those three sketches that one scene from the wigmaker job?
yes! it's this specific passage where lucanis is just seething with rage and trying to keep a lid on it, and illario's a stablising, comforting presence. BROTHERS!!!!! <3 though i chose to draw his hand on his shoulder rather than his arm i guess. artistic liberty!
#in the future i want to discuss lucanis' anger in the short story + how spite would have made it worse#and how in my beautiful mind illario would have been the one to help him#no blood magic needed!!!!#like its a point of serious issues between the both of them and the relationship is like obviously fraught#and illario still gives his ambition pause because lucanis is losing himself to a demon and he drags him away from it#illario being a positive force despite his goals/lack of morality/etc is so interesting to me like. it doesnt matter what he's done#or the what's he's trying to do and all the usurping. lucanis is soothed just when his family is near#same applies to caterina to a . lesser extent. if they deserve this reaction from him is another thing#i also think. and important to note. that lucanis' internal narration never worries about illario's ability to finish the job#he sometimes giggles in his mind about illario not having the best balance or footing#but does not worry about the assassination being botched . and i also thought#the line 'i'm only here because of you' implies lucanis wants him to come on the job#considering he was the only one hired (the elf that greets them not recognising why he had someone with him)#so. i dont know why im saying all this actually. maybe just more on lucanis' dependancy on and care for illario + vice versa#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#answered#anonymous
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Porsche and Pete and choosing to stay KinnPorsche The Series (2022)
#rewatching the show did wonders for my memory and was horrible for my sanity#because why did I only notice now how these moments are parallel to each other?#it goes deep folks I'm losing my fucking mind#I'm sure it's been done before but I couldn't help myself#also it's been ages since I made gifs let me have this#my babies how I adore them#kinnporsche#vegaspete#gifset
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Phainon will fail Nikador's trial.
Let me explain;
TLDR; Phainon will fail the trial as Nikador will reject him. However, he will be chosen by Kephale to lead the people of Amphoreus to victory. The coreflame of Nikador will instead go to an unwilling Mydei.
Soooo, Phainon is off on a big adventure trying to claim Nikador's divinity after surrendering their coreflame to the Vortex of Genesis since the ambassador of the prophecy doubts his strength of will. I'm here to tell you that he will fail this trial in some shape or form.
Throughout the trailblaze mission, Phainon proves on multiple occasions that he worries about those he cares about constantly. Obviously, the best example of this is how desperately he wants to help Mydei fight Nikador. When he's denied, and sent to discover Nikador's weakness instead, he spends the next couple of hours in-game yapping about how much time they're wasting. He's worried out of his mind, and the rest of the cast picks up on it all the time.
Not only that, but he doubts himself. Something troubles him ahead of surrendering the Coreflame to the Vortex, which both Castorice and Dan Heng notice. He seems to have no qualms about admitting it, but he clearly can't shake whatever it is making him falter.
While there is nothing explicitly stating what he's worrying about, the possibilities are endless. Prior to being chosen by the prophecy, Phainon was fuelled by his desire for vengeance, described by Castorice as being a "hollow shell". She questions whether or not his new mission takes priority over his desire for revenge. Similarly, Mydei says Phainon's fear holds him back, and that his resolve must be toughened if he is to withstand whatever Nikador throws at him. Phainon evidently wears his heart on his sleeve, and it's a very troubled heart.
What this shows is that Phainon is not ready to dedicate himself entirely to the fight, which Nikador demands. Nikador uses extreme violence to extinguish strife and war to maintain the balance of Amphoreus, which currently doesn't quite line up with Phainon's character. He is more inclined to using violence as a way of defending and protecting people.
Now, that's not to say that Phainon has nothing to do with Nikador at all. He seems to be a figure the people can rally around and follow into battle, much like Nikador. However, I don't think this is enough to see him through his trial.
So, while Phainon will be rejected by Nikador on account of his fears, he will instead be chosen by Kephale.
Phainon is the Deliverer. This isn't just a silly nickname given to him by Mydei - it's his role in the story of Amphoreus. When he has overcome his own struggles, he will lead the people and the Chrysos Heirs through the crisis and towards a new dawn. In Aglaea's own words;
Now, what exactly she means by this is unclear, but it gives me an uneasy feeling. The only miracles we have seen so far have all involved looking back in time, which Phainon currently cannot do. However, Aglaea's words are eerily similar to those describing the legend of Kephale's return in the Tides of the Basin. Here, Kephale leads the people to victory against the black tide, which seems more fitting for Phainon's character.
So, Phainon will be chosen by Kephale, whether that means receiving their Coreflame or assuming their identity, or perhaps he already is Kephale, in his own way.
This is not only conveyed to us textually via foreshadowing within the story itself, but it is also communicated via visual design. Phainon's design is positively littered with Kephale's symbol and other sun-related imagery.
I can spot at least 12 instances of Kephale's symbol or sun motifs in his design. That's no coincidence. In comparison, the only real reference to Nikador is the fact that he wears white, which Nikador also does, according to the information provided via the Tides of the Basin.
But if Phainon won't get Nikador's divinity, then who will?
Well, the game basically shoves the answer in your face; Mydei. He's the prince of Castrum Kremnos, he has some manner of bloodlust, and he has no reservations about using violence as a means to an end. On paper, he's the perfect candidate, which Phainon states to Aglaea. However, Mydei has refused the Coreflame. He has done so implicitly, as well as explicitly, to both Phainon and Aglaea. He doesn't want the Coreflame, nor the divinity that comes with it, because he's afraid of leading his people down the same dark path as his predecessor. Seemingly, the only reason he wanted to deliver the final blow to Nikador was for bragging rights.
Thus, something has to change drastically for Mydei to not only be offered the Coreflame, but to accept it. What this will be, I have no idea, but it will start with Nikador spitting Phainon back out without making him a demigod.
And if that wasn't enough to convince you; they are literally associated with these Titans in-game:
In their respective entries in Amphoreus' Saga of Heroes, Phainon is depicted with the symbol of Kephale, whereas Mydei is depicted with Nikador's. Whether this is an oversight on hoyo's behalf or a not-so-subtle attempt at foreshadowing, we will likely never know, but it's interesting food for thought.
Now, this isn't some earth-shattering revelation, nor is it some super deep character analysis, but it will be super interesting to see Phainon's story unfold. His character development has the potential to be some of the best stuff hoyo has ever written if they manage to pull it off.
#like I’m calling it right now#he’s gonna fail the trial#mydei will get the core flame against his will#and then at the end of amphoreus’ arc phainon will be chosen by kephale to lead the heirs against the threat that will end the world#also!!#while I have seen some 3.1 leaks I'm trying to stay away form them#and they haven't influenced this post#there's a fair bit of#phaidei#in here too#they're two halves of the same coin!!#I can't help it I'm constantly wearing the shipping goggles when it comes to them#they make me lose my mind a little#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr spoilers#honkai star rail spoilers#phainon#character analysis
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